Here it is....

My first foray into eternity (or at least as long as the internet is around). I was encouraged by my best friend to do this. Let loose, encourage, inquire, share "Me" online. I am treating this blog as an online journal of my life, thoughts  ideas, struggles, accomplishments, but I am not writing as a diary. I am writing as your girlfriend, your sounding board, your doppelganger. I am writing to hear you say "YES! WHY do they do that?! I thought I was the only one that felt this way!" or "I never admitted this, but that is my fear and your post has made me realize I need to take steps to face it" or "You are CRAZY! but SO AM I!".

I will share the thoughts that I think are important to get out there. I will share my exciting, personal accomplishments and how I react. I will share heartbreak and sadness and how I sink and then float. I am a spiritual person, but also a realist. I will share my leaps of faith and also my "back to reality" moments.  My questioning of my faith.

I will also share what I am in love with: family, friendships, food...hmmm... a lot of F's there....

So...the fact that I even did this first post
No. Wait.
The fact that I even set up a blog AND THEN posted this first post is HUGE, and a big "To Do" for me.

I need to run and hide now, regroup, build up my confidence in order to come back and do this again. The internet may give off the aura of being an anonymous playground, but it is still an exposing place to be.